My freshman year was shit. I spent the first part on a senior who did everything right and then left. and now i spent the last half on a junior who just left. im so fucking tired of boys. im tired of getting my heart broken. sooo tired of it. honestly dont know if i can take it anymore. im done getting close to guys because all they do is LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE. you get attached and then theyre GONE! they lead you on and then POOF. see ya bye. i actually thought this one wouldnt leave… but then again i thought the same thing about the first one. i hate this feeling. i hate crying. i just want a boyfriend. a guy who loves me and cares about me… a guy thats absolutely head over heels for me… that i feel the same way about. and im picky as fuck! so when i find a guy i actually like, its rare. they always leave when im on my period too… always. never fails. i wanna be mature about it and not tweet about it but im so pissed off and upset. its hard. i just need someone to talk too.